I believed that all I needed in this world was myself. That I would be allowed to follow my goals to my heart's content. That I had to become stronger to protect my dreams. I had accepted my role. But now, have I been wrong all along?

People always say that they need bonds to become stronger, they say "that's what makes us keep on going" They say that because they can't do things ny themselves, they need to justify the fact that they need to rely on other people in order to acomplish something.

Maybe I'm not feeling right we're both walking into a path the other can't follow, then we will see wich one was right.

People say I can't develop feelings, but if I'm moody right now I guess that proves them wrong. What I can't develop is a sense of care for other people, relationships are confusing, everything is a game of constant mascarades. People who rely on other's people strengh and support prove themself completely powerless when left alone. Friendship, care, love... everything is just a nuisance.

And still I'm working my best to develop a natural sense of trust towards you.

I miss when everything was just a picture at the other side of the glass, no problems, no mistakes, no complications... just me watching the world acting on stage.